ta ♥

♥ 我爱的他 ♥


不知几时他说的话;)


他：我把你排第一！！♥
我：不行，要把家人排在第一！
他：你就是我的家人:)
我：.. :')♥


当时的我真的好感动哦！ 

 这就是我们♥♥♥

:')

I saw something I shouldn't see yesterday ....
I cried..
and I realized I need you so much <3
sorry for yesterday ,
I thought a lot..
thought of leaving you 
but I didn't
'cause, I can't :')
everything is over ..
I love you,
my dear <3

                                            he smiled ( by showing his teeth) for the 1st time ! 

I love him. I do !♥

yesterday arguead with my dear.

i was so sad.

but it turned out okay ! :)

i love him. i do ! ♥

and i'll never leave you ;) ♥♥♥

考试，时间对我来说......是不够的==

今天考华语作文。
我的作文前面两段写得很好啊！
可是时间不够了==
我们12.15pm要交了。
我12.00pm 才做了两段！
什么道理！TvT
如果我有时间，
我应该可以写得很好):
老师们，你们安排的时间很不恰当！TvT
所以我讨厌华语==...

对，这就是本少爷x) 

硬颈的女人！

女人，
你很让我怀疑==
可是还是很硬颈
说话没有一点关联的><
过滤不完大脑吗？？
不够我斗嘴啊。
就别斗啦
很丢脸的啊><
你看，
斗下斗下
自己不见了，
没完没了...
算什么？？
我还有很多话想跟你说
可是今天我忘了啊～
算了吧～
过了5个月，
你才来找我，
你不迟点找我？？==
说什么只有你可以给他幸福。
他现在不幸福么？TvT
说你爱他比我爱他还多
你又不是我，我又不是你
我们知道屎咩？@@
要我把他还给你？
你当他是什么？
玩具还是用具？
让他和你在一起
你开心他就开心？
当他是什么啊？
你的情绪咩？？
说我不够你了解他
那你了解他的话，你知道他爱谁吗？
说他不爱我，就像他不爱你酱。
你是谁？
神还是他还是谁啊？
你以为你是他咩？
你是什么，他就是什么咩？
这些问题，我叫你去问他
又不敢问哦～
摆明了你在欺骗自己啦～
看开点啦女人，
你的朋友都很担心你现在的状况啊。
担心到逼不得已来找我谈啊～～～～～～　:)
还有啊～ 我样子长得一点都不像你！ :D

worst birthday this year ?=x

LOL celebrating birthday with my dear it's great on saturday
but monday is my real birthday
family never really wished me
a few friends wished me at school
but a friend beside me didn't even wished me =.= YONGKITMEN !
a friend, he gave me a present..it's a necklace. i love it ! thanks chunle ♥




well i never liked yesterday .
we made our teacher cry LOLs
and no cake...no celebration at home ?
just wishes on my wall xD 
thanks guyysssss ! better than no wishing ♥
that's a lot ! 


today . 
today sucks ! 
friend birthday . she has a birthday cake ):
WHY T.T
where's mine? LOLs 
but she cried today 'cause of teacher scolded them of NOT DOING HOMEWORK ?! 


in the morning ! 
the teacher that've cried yesterday 
just came in and keep write things on the board.
and just said a word 'duduk'
then after her period is over, she just walked out of the class saying nothing ! 
after the NEW HEADMASTER came,
everything changed ! 
even my birthday ):
bye birthday .
let's wait for next year's 
hope it will be better ! ♥

4th month ? ♥

it's already been 4 months few days ago
what 4 months is ?
our relationship :D ♥
i love you.
i know you love me too xD 
so please continue loving me for this relationship
i appreciate it ! ♥♥




love ya.

Again ):

sorry that i made this arguement 

i just want you to be far away from him

he polluted you ):

i felt so down when you two chat very happily 

this shouldn't happen

i know you are so sad 

but trust me ,

you will never be as sad as me :D 

you called me to call you yesterday for your explaination

but what did you explain? 

nothing ...

you just said everything what you type in your messages

i was completely dissapointed

maybe you think i hurt you

but you hurt me more (':

i really hope it will stop 

really......

♥

MATHAR FARKARRRRRR

i really wanna take revenge on you ! ):
this feeling sucksss ! 
if you apologize 
i maybe will let you go easily
but you think i'm wrong
you always did
o0o you !


SUCKS FEELING !!!!!
urghhhh ! you suck man ! suck much !

what I do when I'm bored♥

smile,to be happy (:

                                                                    

                                                            smile,although it's so hard.

只想说出来.

其实，如果我把你的秘密，你所做过的事情
让大家知道了
也许
讨厌我的人
会相反去讨厌你(:
可是
我没有.
我知道你很少朋友
所以我才不说(':
现在
只有讨厌我的人
没有讨厌你的人
可以说是....
你毁了我的人生............

more ...

i hate holidays
dad makes me go work with him
he knows i don't work after i get there
he knows it
but why must he make me go there ?!
its holiday !
i can do what i want !
i rather work outside 
your work makes my skin itchy 
makes my fingers bleed !
there's no line there !


i don't wanna help mom celebrate birthday anymore ! 
i'm a teenager 
i can choose what i want to do during puberty !
you can't force me 
why don't you all send me to private school ?
aarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrghhhhhhhhhh ! 
i wish i'm not in kuantan 
anywhere except kuantan ! 
you know i hated going there to work !!! 
you all knew it ! 


why my life must be so suck !..|..

worst day ? NIAHHHHHH .:D

hmmm today is not a worst day 
but It's bad 
suffering for whole day
until I didn't show up for my maths tuition
hope I can catch up.


It's dad's birthday today !
happy birthday to you !
love ya ;)
but today
I cried again ?
but It doesn't matter
I  got use to It already 
my eyes are painful when I blink




There's always be a scar on my heart now.
It teaches me how to be strong 
this scar will mean a lot to me
thanks you , scar !  

be strong.
live honorably and with dignity
when you don't think you can ,
just hold on !

since then...

since that day..
I had lost my real smile 
I got use to not smiling 
I got sick
I get hurt with just your 2 text messages 
It hurts so much though.
and that time I was dropping my tears 
after you sent those messages 
I cried quite loud .
maybe you misunderstood or what 
but I accepted everything you sent me 
you were very angry 
I had nothing to say 
then our friendship here had end ?  


until yesterday
I saw you at there
you were very happy
I just had to keep avoiding you to see me 
before I saw you
I was kept on smiling 
after that 
I stopped 
I felt ashamed after that day 
It was a disaster ):


At last 
you saw me ?
I think you waved at me ?
I can't be so sure 
I just smiled with pain
and walked away......




                   It sucks !