since then...

since that day..
I had lost my real smile 
I got use to not smiling 
I got sick
I get hurt with just your 2 text messages 
It hurts so much though.
and that time I was dropping my tears 
after you sent those messages 
I cried quite loud .
maybe you misunderstood or what 
but I accepted everything you sent me 
you were very angry 
I had nothing to say 
then our friendship here had end ?  


until yesterday
I saw you at there
you were very happy
I just had to keep avoiding you to see me 
before I saw you
I was kept on smiling 
after that 
I stopped 
I felt ashamed after that day 
It was a disaster ):


At last 
you saw me ?
I think you waved at me ?
I can't be so sure 
I just smiled with pain
and walked away......




                   It sucks !