i hate holidays
dad makes me go work with him
he knows i don't work after i get there
he knows it
but why must he make me go there ?!
its holiday !
i can do what i want !
i rather work outside
your work makes my skin itchy
makes my fingers bleed !
there's no line there !
i don't wanna help mom celebrate birthday anymore !
i'm a teenager
i can choose what i want to do during puberty !
you can't force me
why don't you all send me to private school ?
aarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrghhhhhhhhhh !
i wish i'm not in kuantan
anywhere except kuantan !
you know i hated going there to work !!!
you all knew it !
why my life must be so suck !..|..
hmmm today is not a worst day
but It's bad
suffering for whole day
until I didn't show up for my maths tuition
hope I can catch up.
It's dad's birthday today !
happy birthday to you !
love ya ;)
but today
I cried again ?
but It doesn't matter
I got use to It already
my eyes are painful when I blink
There's always be a scar on my heart now.
It teaches me how to be strong
this scar will mean a lot to me
thanks you , scar !
be strong.
live honorably and with dignity
when you don't think you can ,
just hold on !
since that day..
I had lost my real smile
I got use to not smiling
I got sick
I get hurt with just your 2 text messages
It hurts so much though.
and that time I was dropping my tears
after you sent those messages
I cried quite loud .
maybe you misunderstood or what
but I accepted everything you sent me
you were very angry
I had nothing to say
then our friendship here had end ?
until yesterday
I saw you at there
you were very happy
I just had to keep avoiding you to see me
before I saw you
I was kept on smiling
after that
I stopped
I felt ashamed after that day
It was a disaster ):
At last
you saw me ?
I think you waved at me ?
I can't be so sure
I just smiled with pain
and walked away......
It sucks !
